I'm just going to write this to get it off my chest.
But I've been fantasizing about this guy at work lately.
Do humans go into heat like animals do? And I don't just mean being aroused. I mean like... craving sexual attention or attraction or whatever for a specific duration of time?
Whatever-- the point is, I've been lusting over a co-worker all week.
And despite his typical manly 'charms' (he smokes, chews tobacco, recklessly spits out sunflower seeds, and is often vocal about his digestive complications, i.e. "Man, I gotta shit real bad."), there's something about him that keeps him as my focus throughout the night.
My eyes tracing the subtle curvature of his forearms and his pronounced chest beneath his shirt.
My mind becomes cloudy with steam, tinkering with thoughts of our bodies colliding over and over again, doing their darnedest to become one (I'm sure my glasses fog up too).
My ears crave the sound of his grunting, his panting, maybe a moan of pleasure or just a simple "Fuck!"
And my skin just wants to be against his, thirsty for his sweat and desperate for the tiny ridges of his fingers.
I could attribute all this tension to not getting laid in the past five and a half, almost six months (minus a blow job or two but those don't really count to moi).
But man...
i'm currently in the same throes of lust over not one, but two of my co-workers. one because he's a typical 'man's man', and the other because he is the exact type of guy i want to settle down with one day. my lust for #1 is coming from something straight up carnal, but my lust for #2 is from my yearning for a real relationship.
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