I got a little scared a while ago because I feel something mentally happening.
I touched on it in an earlier entry but this apathy and sense of indifference continues to grow.
I'm finding it harder and harder to care.
And lately, it's just been little things--
My mom sent me a text message the other day, telling me to call my grandmother for her birthday and I didn't.
One of my friends is having her first baby and I was on the phone with her when my dying battery ended the call and when I finally charged it up again, I decided not to call back.
I think of things I need to accomplish and the ideas grow stale and get discarded.
There's just no motivation.
Is this depression? I never marked myself as a depressed person. Even more, if it happens to be the case, I don't know what I'm depressed about.
Can you be sad for no reason like that?
I intend to search for something to do, something that'll fill the void or take my mind off of it at least.
I haven't felt good lately.
