June 6, 2010

tetragonurus

Yeah, so blogging from my phone = distorting my posts so I'll go ahead and edit them so they at least resemble a coherent thought.
Now while I don't want this to turn into a blog where I complain about relationships, I did want to mention the current development in my latest one.
You see, my old boyfriend (for some reason 'ex-boyfriend' has a negative connotation to me) called the other night and he brought up being with me... again. And it came down to him saying "I think you should wait for me to get my degree in two years."
Hold the phone.
You want me to wait two years for you? And then what? Because currently, I don't know where I'll be in two years. Certainly it'd be different if, in two years, there was a definite possibility that he and I could get back together. But waiting for the unknown? I'll pass.
And he got upset and was asking these questions and after saying that he hated me and calling me a bastard I finally told him that he brought all of this on himself.
He brought all of this unnecessary drudgery into what was once a peaceful and mutual ending to our fantastic relationship. We both hung up and he called back not too soon after that (like he always does) but I didn't respond.
And I don't think I will for a while... for his sake and mine.


Lastly, on another note, writing this felt good. Not so much in the sense of telling the internet about my drama, but just the fact that I'm writing again. And while it's about something easy, i.e. my life, it's still putting my thoughts/feelings into words.

Now, to get back into writing fiction. That's another entry...

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